The Magic of New Beginnings.

(Image Source) How we are doing? I have been getting that question a lot lately. In various forms. How are you feeling? How are you dealing with moving away? How are you doing with the realization that you can’t really come back home? How are the kids doing? How is Dave doing? Just a bunch […]

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Goodbye Denver. Hello Austin.

Today is one of those days where my heart is heavy. That rubatosis is ringing in my ears and my breaths feel deep and slow. The weight on my shoulders just a little heavier. I sat in the doctor today trying to wrap my head around this life of mine that spins madly on. Do […]

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The Awareness of Being Alive

I sat down at my computer today to nothing but a desperate desire to complete something that was mine. But I was only met with the silence of my keyboard. The slow and steady blinking of the cursor left me simply listening to my own heart beat. It’s called Rubatosis, you know. Apparently Rubatosis is… […]

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Loud and Clear

For some reason my husband likes to post Instagram photos with overly cryptic messages about my health. If you follow him you’ll remember the, “prayers for my wife, she is having routine surgery” Or most recently, the whole thing about his “wife’s health” where she had “horrible potential scenarios but was dealt the least frightening […]

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This Mountain Called Life

Deep sigh. Finally, I am here. With the quiet of my own head. My own thoughts. It’s been a while since I have found myself in a coffee shop. Away from the busy of my life. Alone with the blinking cursor of my laptop. Deep sigh.  I haven’t had time for this piece of me […]

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